The Natvies Present Paper Wolves hitting the studio in 3 days
I am really excited for it; I pray everything goes well. I believe this will be the start of my life and I’m eagerly awaiting it. I have felt like a stranger these past few months; a stranger representing all that I am not. Someone I would be disappointed in, The someone(s) Bemis had been singing about in Admit it. This shook me to the core. I felt/feel sick. I’m doing everything wrong, and I’m feeling like that lost adolescent teen I used to be. I’m not the bad boy I’m just a bad person. I feel like I’m losing self and it’s really gave way to some pretty negative thoughts. I don’t know anymore, I’m being incoherent and whiny.
I just want to feel alive, and bruise my lungs. I want to scream until I’m beautiful and blue.
I want to make me proud.